Make no little plans

Make no little plans. They have no magic to stir men's blood and probably themselves will not be realized. Make big plans; aim high in hope and work, remembering that a noble, logical diagram once recorded will never die, but long after we are gone will be a living thing, asserting itself with ever-growing insistency. Remember that our sons and grandsons are going to do things that would stagger us. Let your watchword be order and your beacon beauty. Think big.

Daniel Burnham - co wrote the Burnham Plan for Chicago 1909

Good morning!

Good morning!

Dear Love....

Dear Love,

 

First off, I want to say that I am very sorry. What are we doing? No one enters relationship and expects it to end. We are supposed to be planning a life together, but we are not talking. How can we go from talking everyday, and all day on the phone to nothing! How can we go from being friends; to lovers; to being nothing! I wake up at times and think to myself will I ever have another relationship that will ever match up to ours. At times, I wake up and don't know what to expect, if I were to enter another relationship, and don't think I have what it takes to please anyone else. I wake up everyday, and I think how it would be if I ever made contact with you,  but the side if me that is very skeptical about our relationship shuts any positive thinking down.  I think I could handle things better if you made the first move,  but I know that it would be impossible for that to happen. We are supposed to be a team, but those memories are fading more and more away. A couple that inspired many, and supported each other in personal goals in the fitness community,  and outside of the fitness community. Our times when we got along together will never be matched, and hope to myself that you will find someone that will give you what you deserve, because you are worth everything due to what you've encountered in your relationships. I'm sorry that I let you down; I'm sorry that I didn't give you what you deserved; I'm sorry that we couldn't handle our negative situations better. I do know that there is a man out there, that would give you everything that you didn't receive from me in our relationship,  and i pray that you meet him. I never entered our relationship, and wanted it to end, but it is only too much that the heart can take when fighting and love are involved. The devil, surely has won this relationship ending battle, and it will never be the same. I only wanted to start over from the start, and get to know you again as a friend; then slowly get back into what we were,  but you aren't interested in that, and that's what breaks my heart! I wish you the best love, and I will never forget about you. I miss you very much!