The day after Christmas, I woke up and felt like there was no hope in the future. My military career is over with, after 12 years of serving, and my current relationship is almost over with, due to not being able to find a job in the area. The only thing left, is to return home, and hope that everything works out. I will be happy being near family, but overall I won't! At the end of the day, I will still be, and feel alone! As of right now, I'm applying for employment anywhere.