Current mood!

My current mood, as of right now! Im also working on a writing about my love for running; how i went from hating it to loving it.  Hope to finish it by the end of February :)

F3 Lake Half Marathon/5k

Pre & post run selfies

A few pre run selfies! Great weather today in Chicago. Forty-five degrees never felt so good.

Edgewater Presbyterian


Some goodies at Zanzibar :)


If you don't love court, then you shouldn't be getting married!

Seriously, this is the most ridiculous stuff i have ever seen.  Kind of makes you not want to get married period, due to all of this money involved. Talk about an ungrateful ex wife, that seems to want to milk all that she can.

How much more does she need?  The $27,047 monthly alone is enough, and then the 200k for attorney fees! Sheesh! What more! Just seen this story in a YouTube video by DJ Akademiks, and thought to myself wow!  The comments were interesting also, and has many against marriage in this century. DJ Akademiks quoted in the video "If you don't love court,  then you shouldn't be getting married!".

When or if i get married the woman will be very special, and if it takes me years of dating her to see her true side, then so be it!

According to article the ex wife is also sued "Romeo", accusing him of letting his dad use him to hide money from her. Then, to make matters worse she worded her lawsuit to make it sound like her ex husband was tricking his own son.




Ahimsa is the total and complete absence of violence from one's mind, body, and spirit. It's not only about evading harmful deeds, but about lacking the capacity to engage in harmful thoughts whatsoever.


Mike Tysons advice for Ronda Rousey

During this interview Mike Tyson said something that really stood out to me. He said that Holly Holm will always be known for beating Ronda Rousey; he also compared that whole scenario to David vs Goliath, which opened my thinking process up.

It is almost like a one hit wonder type of effect, that affects musicians. In situations like this; the one who takes down the undefeated, or takes down the one we thought was unbeatable has to always bring it in their next fight,  because they always seem to never escape that shadow. Back when Buster Douglas defeated Mike Tyson, which was one of the only fights that Buster Douglas is well known for, also his loss to Evander Holyfield. After that loss, Buster kind of just disappeared, but still remembered to this day as the man who defeated Mike Tyson.

Another example includes Anderson Silva vs Chris Weidman. Chris Weidman, will forever be known for being the man that took down Anderson Silva, but the good news about Chris, is he still around fighting! He didn't just win that fight, and then follow up to losing his next few fights, and then later on disappearing.

You kinda see where I'm getting at here? Holly Holm has to beat Meisha Tate, and also establish her dominance in that division or she will seem as a one hit wonder. She does have the tools to do so,  but not all other fighters are going to react like Ronda did! When Ronda fought Holly Holm; it almost seemed as if Ronda was the challenger, but that's a whole new topic.

Advice for Rhonda



私たちの社会では、多くの人々は、男は、彼がゲイやバイセクシュアルである婦人服を着ている場合は、その考えに洗脳されていますが、彼らは紳士服を着用した場合、女性は、判断のですか?まさか!彼らは同性愛者であると見ていますか?まさか!女性は男性のセクションに巻き込まれた場合、「EEW」と見ていますか?まさか!同じ色のピンクを行きます!ピンクは色だけが、私たちの社会の多くの人々が思考に洗脳されていることを女の子の色です。男はピンク着ているからといって、それは彼がゲイやバイセクシュアルであることを意味するものではありません!彼はちょうど私達は男性のセクションを持っているプレーンな色以外の異なる色を、好きなことを意味するが、それは確かに彼がゲイであることを意味するものではありません!私が実行したときに私は自分自身は、複数の異なる色を着用するのが大好き、紫、ティファニーブルー、ターコイズは、名前の一部です。私もピンクの身に着けていたが、それは私がゲイだという意味ではありません。私はまた、私は多くの異なった色を持っている "ナイキテンポトラックショーツ」、などの特定のものを身に着けているため、特定のルックスを持っているが、それは私がゲイやバイセクシャルだという意味ではありません!デザイン、見て、感触とフィット感はあるものを身に着けているに私を引き付けるものです

Bad Apple этносов

Будучи афро-американских мужчин, я должен принести свою "A-Game" на все, что я делаю. Я не жестоким, и да, я был воспитан в неблагополучной семье по одной матери, но это не значит, что я должен быть посмотрел на по-разному. По данным Бюро переписи населения, 70 процентов африканских американских семей возглавляют одиноких женщин. Да, многие африканские американских мужчин, которые подняты в неполных семьях имеют большие шансы перейти к уличной жизни, чтобы выжить. Жизнь наркотиков, банды, насилие и отсутствие образования в связи с тем, как они были рейз. Выросший без отца в вашей жизни, который вы должны подражать? Я вырос в том же разбитого дома, как их, но это не делает меня похожим на них. Моя жизнь сложилась вокруг делают то, что мой отец не сделал, и избежать жизнь насилия, алкоголя и наркотиков. Наша раса не будет выделен для всех негативных вещей, но ни один из хороших вещей. Есть много успешных африканских американских мужчин в этом мире, и невежество не только в афро-американской расы, так почему мы должны все быть рассмотрены как плохой яблоко этносов. Есть выходцы из Латинской Америки, кавказцы и азиаты, которые совершают насилие также. Последний раз я проверил определение афроамериканца, это не означает, будучи необразованными, жестокими или невежественны, так почему мы должны все быть рассмотрены в этом негативном плане.

Bad Apple Of Ethnicities

Being an African American male, I have to bring my ‘A-Game’ at everything that I do.  I’m not violent, and yes I was raised in a broken home by a single mother, but that does not mean that I should be looked at differently.  According to Census Bureau, 70 percent of African American families are headed by single women.  Yes, many African American males that are raised in broken homes have greater chances of turning to the street life to survive.  A life of drugs, gangs, violence, and lacking education due to the way they were raise.  Growing up with no father in your life, who do you have to emulate? I grew up in that same broken home as them, but that does not make me like them.  My life has evolved around doing what my father did not do, and avoiding the life of violence, alcohol and drugs.  Our race is highlighted for all of the negative things, but none of the good things.  There are many successful African American males in this world, and ignorance is not just in the African American race, so why must we all be looked at as the bad apple of ethnicities.  There are Hispanics, Caucasians, and Asians who commit violence also.  Last time I checked the definition of African American, it did not mean being uneducated, violent, or ignorant, so why must we all be looked at in that negative manner.


Clothing Is Clothing And Colors Are Colors

During the past months, I've been doing research on celebrity fashions, and a few different celebrities have popped up that I have seen so far. I have even came across a Face book page titled "Women wear pants. Let Men wear skirts". This Face book page has many different pictures of men wearing skirts, but still looking presentable in them. I have seen a new style by the son of Jaden Smith (son of Will and Jada Smith), and also a unique style by rapper "Young Thug". Many people in our society frown upon these celebrities styles and maybe a little confused and think that they are gay, because they are wearing women's clothing, but I simply view it as a form of fashion.

I certainly have nothing against them or view them as "Eeww!" for what they choose to wear, but many people in our society do; not all but some! I just read a article titled "Lil Duval is Scared Of A Gender-Bending World That Includes Jaden Smith" by Evelyn Diaz, and this sparked a topic for me to mention about. Lil Duval fears that it's only a glimpse of what's to come. I completely have nothing against Gender-Bending, but please if you choose to wear certain clothing that women wear, don't get too raunchy with it. What I'm trying to say is that nobody wants to see a male walking around dressed like a stripper in a strip club. Nothing against men or guys that choose to wear skirts, pants, short shorts, or any type of fancy clothing that women wear, and still look presentable, but please don't take it to the extreme. 
In our society many people are brainwashed into thinking that if a man wears women's clothing that he is gay or bisexual, but do women get judged if they wear men's clothing? No! Are they looked at as being gay? No! Are women viewed as "Eew" if caught in the men's section? No! The same goes with the color pink! Pink is JUST A COLOR, that many people in our society are brainwashed into thinking is a girls color. Just because a man wears pink, that does not mean that he is gay or bisexual! It may mean that he just likes different colors, other than the plain colors we have in the men's section, but it certainly doesn't mean that he is gay! I myself love to wear multiple different colors when I run, and purple, tiffany blue, and turquoise are a few to name; I have even wore pink, but that doesn't mean I'm gay. I have also got certain looks for wearing certain things such as "Nike Tempo Track Shorts", which I have many different colors, but that doesn't mean that I'm gay or bisexual! The design, look, feel and fit is what attracts me to wearing certain things. 

Before I get off topic with this, I want to say that celebrities are well known for being trendsetters, when it comes to many things in life: fashion, lifestyle, quotes, and words. Many may dress the way they dress for attention, or to keep us wondering, but no one should be judged on their sexuality by what they choose to wear. We are all human beings, and being different is what makes us unique as human beings. Marc Jacobs said it best, when he showed up to the "2012 Met Ball" in a black, lacy dress. Marc quoted that "I just didn't want to wear a tuxedo and be boring". As for me, I do think that if we weren't different then we would be boring, and no one wants to be just that. We should be happy that their wearing clothing, and not naked; not disgusted by what gender's clothing they choose to wear. I can tolerate seeing a man or guy wearing women's clothing more than I can tolerate seeing someone wearing clothing hanging off their body, but that's just my point of view of the whole situation. Colors are colors, and clothing is clothing. My theory is, if it doesn't say it's strictly for women, then it isn't strictly for women.  


Proverbs 2:6

For the LORD gives wisdom and from His mouth comes knowledge and understanding. (Proverbs 2:6)

Proverbs 2:12-13

Proverbs 2:12-13

To deliver you from the way of evil, From the man who speaks perverse things; From those who leave the paths of uprightness To walk in the ways of darkness;

Star Wars Family Tree

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Jungian Archetypes

Proverbs 19:21

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Proverbs 19:21

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Proverbs 27:15-16

Proverbs 27:15-16