I'm very nervous right now. I'm going to make that call in the morning. My only thing, is not knowing what to expect. I don't know what type of mood she will be in, and I don't know what she has to say to me. I just hope everything works out and we can work through this, because I really don't want to lose a friendship over a simple argument. I have to let her know how I feel, and that I thought about her everyday, that we werent talking. I may get my heart broken, or I may not. I just hope everything works out. I've listened to her voice message 6 times already, and I'm sure I will listen to it a few more times, before I go to bed. Im very nervous, and stalling to make a move.
As of right now, I'm more focused on my career. If you're willing to work with me and wait on me to get mines, then yeah, we can work something out. But I really don't think that you can handle the amount of attention, that I will give to you while I'm attending school. Nobody has time for simple arguments about how much attention im giving to you. I could take that energy and put it to other use, like studying for a test, or doing my homework. I don't have time for that! Its too much stress, that I don't need. I'm trying to get my stuff together, so that we can have a good future together. You have yours, now let me get mines! I do want everything that I said that I wanted, it's just going to have to be pushed back. I've been very faithful to you, and never had a interest in any other. You are the best thing to ever have came into my life. If you don't want to work with me, then it will never work out. I hope all is well, I do pray for you often.