I'm very nervous right now. I'm going to make that call in the morning. My only thing, is not knowing what to expect. I don't know what type of mood she will be in, and I don't know what she has to say to me. I just hope everything works out and we can work through this, because I really don't want to lose a friendship over a simple argument. I have to let her know how I feel, and that I thought about her everyday, that we werent talking. I may get my heart broken, or I may not. I just hope everything works out. I've listened to her voice message 6 times already, and I'm sure I will listen to it a few more times, before I go to bed. Im very nervous, and stalling to make a move.
As of right now, I'm more focused on my career. If you're willing to work with me and wait on me to get mines, then yeah, we can work something out. But I really don't think that you can handle the amount of attention, that I will give to you while I'm attending school. Nobody has time for simple arguments about how much attention im giving to you. I could take that energy and put it to other use, like studying for a test, or doing my homework. I don't have time for that! Its too much stress, that I don't need. I'm trying to get my stuff together, so that we can have a good future together. You have yours, now let me get mines! I do want everything that I said that I wanted, it's just going to have to be pushed back. I've been very faithful to you, and never had a interest in any other. You are the best thing to ever have came into my life. If you don't want to work with me, then it will never work out. I hope all is well, I do pray for you often.
Did alot better than i expected. Prior to the race itself, my running mileage dropped, but cycling mileage increased. Cant wait to run this race again.
I miss you alot. Your all i think about everyday. It really sucks! I never asked for any of this. I really wish things could've been different. Im very sorry the way things ended up. If i were to see you right now, id give you a big hug. Just wish things could've been different. I tried my best, but it wasn't good enough.
Deuteronomy 2:7 “For the Lord your God has blessed you in all the work of your hands. He knows your going through this great wilderness. These forty years the Lord your God has been with you. You have lacked nothing.”